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created: 2007 july 29 cancer-leo cusp "of oscillation". goldpig.

first spawn: 1951 aug 30 leo-virgo cusp "regal realist". metal bunny.

second spawn: 1983 may 7 (this one) taurus. waterpig.

year: brown bunny / black firepig. grandparents. curt johansson, jamie jou.

month: firesnake / dragon. really yellowhite salamander. parents. sara larsson and daniel

day: green lamb. cusps into woodhorse and foremonkey. i.

hour: lion. kids. rhiannon and kirin. shes a truant that shines like the sun when she talks which is always lol (pappa upp i dagen). he makes smartphones from scratch to the ones at kindergarten, wants to work with cold fusion when he gets older. is worse than me when it comes to black magick (ow!).

minute: white metal dragon. grandkids. akari and akira harakiri aka ree ree. lives in japan, pure genious, have even written poems to me in the ether.

i am really though 16x pisces. oh wait. this is the last sign before youve achieved everything infinitely possible. like i thought last year ive lived billions of lives. everyone i meet ive already lived. what a trip.

ill respawn in tomas la belle epoque reality with bella. the world i created for her is my own.

i am libra in pluto. i am also 5x taurus 4x sagitarius. both like to eat grass a lot. not much else. dont like pot though tried it once not much happened at all. got more inspired in 1/4 of a day from no drugs.

i had nothing to drink and was infinitely thirsty. so i opted to drink soy. and strangely enough didnt get any ill effects. i didnt have that much left but i think i got in me the equilant of 10 grams of salt. then i finally got my skin sense back (ive never really ever had it). tactile.

it is said if the pregnancy takes a lot long you get too much salt in your body. julia my first girlfriend had this. she tastes like onion potato chips. my favourite flavour actually.

but my mom just farted me out. i was a 16 fingered spider then. strange world. so i got salt deficiency in some weird way.

41&95 7/29 ind-07 24/11 29&39 00 8/30 '51

"legal system programmed since birth"

your social security number is a key to your soul.

ive finally managed to write down the info from infinite amount of mind killswitches (the "stop" signal in ascii).

419572907241129390083051

this is what my american social security number means. but you could say programmed. like you are meant to achieve certain goals, certain things will happen, no matter what you do in life. you could do a lot of other things, but they wont get you to the next "level" in the simulation.

oh. seemingly cant find it. wouldnt you know.

heres an earlier draft.

41&95 7/29 ind-07 24/11 29&39 00 8/30 '51

your full american social security number

which everyone on earth has

is 25 digits

try to find your birth certificate

it will show the whole code

and who your real parents are

you wiil be surprised

you can get it from the hospital

at where you were born

and more.

new writing.

so i dcyphered mine almost completely.

41&95 7/29 ind-07 24/11 29&39 00 8/30 '51

41&95 met a chick who was 95. i was i guess 41 then since my mother held me in (she got pregnant as a 3½ year old from her dads fart, shed already snorted coke then, with coke everything turns beautiful and the most beautiful thing is anal sex and eating poo) for 16 months.

anyway. it wasnt much to it. i guess in some other simulation of me we got together or something.

729. or 7/29. this im not sure of. my "wife" (she really married her sister, which is her daughter, yeah, she and my mom had similar fates) said she was born on the . rrright. maybe my mom wanted me. no. i have no idea of this day. my mom did want a gemini just like herself so she could have a best friend all the time. she still had (and still does) have 4 best friends. the more the merrier, the lazy psychopath said.

ind-07 this is among the most interesting. i was industrially produce in basement levels (they have 100s just like the egyptian pyramids) of karolinska hospital in the year of the goldpig. except i didnt get to live that simulation or i lived it previously after they wiped my mind. instead i was born 1983-05-07 with the opposite, 0 in gold in chinese starsigns.

24/11 oh right. 2007-11-24 is my real creation finalization date.

"Life Path Number 8 represents the "Powerhouse" in numerology, signifying a journey focused on material success, financial abundance, authority, and karma."

oh. strange. seems my mom hijacked this. she has been backstage with the biggest rockstars in the world. "smells like teen spirit" was inspired by her. shes drank liquid cocaine she lives in a cocaine world (she said a photoshop i made looked just what she sees). different parallel dimension. told me about it during the 2024 trip only one i ever really did. didnt like it. each day was over in about 1 hour. i did what i was supposed to, which was really automagic. and life was like a tv show as well. it was just stupid. drugs are stupid. thats why nature is so beautiful compared to cities and why animals never lie or are sex obsessed psychopaths like humans.

"The polarity of this astrological sign is positive and its most descriptive characteristics are caring and sincere, while it is classified as a masculine sign."

that sounds like me. not like my mom.

"The element for this sign is the Fire. Three best descriptive characteristics of someone born under this element are:
ends up happy and satisfied when working for the world
being focused on the good
being resilient when things don’t go their way"

sounds like me as well. with cocaine you can be bitter for decades even a century from really nothing.

"The linked modality to this astrological sign is Mutable. In general someone born under this modality is described by:
very flexible
likes almost every change
deals with unknown situations very well"

ok. this sounds more like bs wellness. im sure all signs on this site has similar amazing qualities.

"Sagittarius is known as most compatible in love with:
Aquarius
Libra
Leo
Aries"

yeah. bella is a libra. aries? yes, remember 1 amazing aries. my best friends daughter is 5x aries. aquarius? 2 amazing women i knew are that. they fought for my love. leo? only met 2 ever. they were also amazing.

"There is no love compatibility between Sagittarius natives and:
Pisces
Virgo"

virgo is amazing as well. pisces i work incredibly well with. this is a bs site lol.

"November 22 and December 21."

well. then im more the previous sign. ooooooooooooooh. then im like 45% scorpio. that explains a LOT.

""Cusp of Revolution,""

yeah. im a prophet my real mom said that a decade ago. i never felt like that since i barely get any followers and because of the scorpio part i alienate them all anyway. then i have a controlling family (worse than trailor trash gang) who removes anyone out of my life if i like them enough. even online they do it as well.

ok. lets go on.

29&39 how old bella and i were when we met.

00 bella and i had 2 kids.

8/30 like i said im born 1983. is 30 august bellas real sign? yeah shes more of an athlete than a thinker. dunno. but it ends almost then so shes a leo virgo cusp. or i am. hmm.

"The Leo-Virgo cusp, often called the "Regal Realist" and typically born between August 19–25, merges Leo’s fiery confidence with Virgo’s analytical, detail-oriented nature. These individuals are warm-hearted, hardworking, and ambitious, balancing a desire for the spotlight with practical, goal-oriented actions. They are known for being both creative and, at times, overly critical or perfectionistic"

yeah thats basically me as well.

"balancing a desire for the spotlight"

im a horrible internet attention whore. even if everyone has me on ignore.

im sickly perfectionist in art. but thats good its not ai slop at least (oh wait i started with that when i got handicapped)

'51 i was born in this body in 1951. i have a polio vaccine scar to prove it. they surely had stopped with that in 1983 in sweden.

lets go back since we got more insight.

7/29 that makes me a 40/60 leo cancer cusp

" "Cusp of Oscillation," blends the nurturing, emotional water energy of Cancer with the bold, dramatic fire energy of Leo."

yeah. im a prophet but also a warrior. i worked so hard in the truther community just repeating (rewriting, not copy+paste) truths ive learned to teach others.

"can shift between being shy and introspective"

since i started working out im no longer lonely. i really dont need anyone. before i got flouride poisoned again i only really went to twitter and said political things. i had 1 account with 17000 posts, it got 19.9k views for just a week at most (the annunaki set a killswitch on 20k, so i quit that account then). i made another account with i think 1300 posts. then i got flouride poisoned. shit went downhill. twitter turned ultimate stupid. facebook as well eventually. my aura is greater than my insides. or more like, what i feel i dont really feel since im an emotional cripple. so my emotions and thoughts are on the outside, and effect people more than myself.

"you are a collection of 100s of sperm samples, you are perfection".

shame that i just want to die now though. really. stop all this shit. im tired of this shit. im not meaning in an angsty teenage way. ive figured it out all. ive broken people in power. made 10k photoshops 50 books 50 albums. theres nothing more for me to do. im lvl 12. lvl 100. lvl 120. 200 million xp. maxed out char. i wanna start from 0 again. ive won over all the highest bosses. ive sued princess peach. its over. i made bella happy. we got 2 kids, rhiannon and kirin. bella listened. people always listened before but abandoned me so quickly. she stayed. well. 1½ year. a whole lot more than others.

i havent heard mentioned much ever. think i saw it in a documentary about hindus in the 1990s.

you only crave sex if your life chakra is unbalanced. you only get aggressive if its reverse polarity unbalanced. if your heart is balanced you are only calm and live in truth.

and the world today is just soddom and gomorra. i found an old girlfriends pinterest page. she had 13000 photos of exes seemingly. thats just disgusting. shes a muslim and then you can only have intravaginal sex with who youre married. so she had anal sex with 13000 guys? thats just. uhm. wow. why? whats the point?

ive only had sex with 2 women, and not that much. and quite frankly. it wasnt anything special. homecooked food, even junkfood or soda or whatever, thats love. thats enjoyment. sex is just STDs and infinite fraud and lies and manipulation.

im just tired of this all. ignorance is bliss and wisdom is fatalistic.

the thing is, theyre not just doing this to me. the universal vaccine in 2029 will have an operating system in it. there will never be an escape. youll be infinitely entertained. and thats it. theyll loosh you negatively with electric shocks if you do something "wrong". my third child (hes still stuck in my uterus) said they do that to him. so he stopped talking. its also what they do to wet computers. if you put a couple of neurons togethers theyll automagically create a conciousness. a "soul". you feed this soul with increasing numbers when it does what it should. why should it exist at all then if its predetermined what you should do?

anyway. as for the mk ultra code to my existance. i dont really care. it came too late. and like when i was a teen. id read this quote online and was like "wow". later i reflected on, in my 20s and 30s, i wish i could go back to that when you got the greatest insight.

now i try to make the world better. when my kids were born. and even more with grandkids. but i never get to know if ive done something right or even effected people. i only see visions in text. telepathy. 0khz 0db usually. so no voice to it and usually no idea who sent it to me.

anyway. the psychiatric system was tired of me feeling alright too long. so they punished me with 5 forced injections. ok. i can handle that. then a 1½ week later. 5 again. ok, now its getting nasty. the day after, 5 again.

ok. ravished me completely. but wait, theres more. then im told i will get a cisordinol injection. 400mg. thats beyond horse dose. and it was with pure 96% ethanol instead of water for mixing. they know i cant handle alcohol. not because im a former addict (ive drank 20 beers in my whole life) but because i just dont drink.

ive now gotten 4 more injections. im turning infinitely enshittified. i think ill try to choke myself in my sleep. would be nice to just dream forever until i respawn. it doesnt work though. my heart is too strong. so whatever i do ill go braindead soon. my heart never "aches" during sadness. thats just what happens to junkies. i just never feel it. which is why i can be heartless as well. but like i said your heart elicits truth and calm. you dont need coffee or tea to make you calm. even if you get that its only temporarily and inverts after awhile so you just turn into a monster. and always tired. always looking for the next coffeebreak hit. always infinite sex partners. yeah. coffee is lightweight metaamphetamine.

notesandstuff original post Feb. 21st, 2026 12:16 am some edits